~AFRAID TO READ~
how many words she's read before
she's consumed two thousand books or more
musty pulp and glue soundproof her tiny room
she cannot understand why this book in her hand
fascinates her now so much that she's almost shy to touch
"don't think about the words it's just a bookpaper and ink"
she reaffirms ,remind herself
"a book can't dictate what to think"
it invite,intrigues her more than others on her shelf
"is it just another book??"
she sits questioning herself
oh Allah,she's so afraid to read
the wisdom that's revealed may burrow her in mind
she'll be obliged to admit,she'll be obliged to submit
but will she be strong enough to live the truth she finds??
oh Allah,she's so afraid to read
the hall light is always on every night that he is gone
he hears his mother toss in bed when he slips in at dawn
in the book case by the stair,he can see it sitting there
like a waiting watchful wise-man scolding him with care
in the morning will they fight about him being out all night?
will he reset their gift of love and not admit that they are right?
all he wants is to fit in some place,but must he compromise his faith?
he can't look himself or his parents in the face
he takes the book upstairs unread and sets it closed next to his head
then counts the prayers he's missed and lays so hopelessly in his bed
oh Allah,he's so afraid to read
the wisdom that's revealed may burrow in his mind
he'll be obliged to admit,he'll be obliged to submit
but will he be strong enough to live the truth he finds??
oh Allah,he's so afraid to read
i sent an email to my loved one,just another day
it's sad communication has evolved this way
we use so many words but have so little to relay
as angles scribble down every letter what we say
all the viral attachments sent and passionate insults we vent
it's easy to be arrogant behind user password we invent
but on the day the scrolls are laid,with every word and deed displayed,
when we read our accounts,I know,for one,I'll be afraid
that day I'll be so afraid to read
every harsh words that I've spoken-and everytime I've lied
I'll be obliged to admit
I'll be obliged to submit
will I have strength owning up to each deed I've tried to hide??
oh Allah,I'm so afraid to read...
tahukah anda buku apekah yg takut untuk dibaca dalam citer kt atas ni??it is SIJJIN..iaitu buku catatan amal kejahatan manusia..dan sesungguhnya setiap manusia semua mempunyai dua buku di sisi kita semua..iaitu SIJJIN and 'ILLIYYIN(buku catatan amal kebaikan)..actuallay,kat atas tu lirik lagu..hehee..lagu AFRAID TO READ ni kire mcm jalan citer tentang keadaan manusia yang nescaya akan berasa takut,resah,gerun and whatever lah kan bila kita semua baca buku SIJJIN masing2..mane tak nye,confirm la cuak kalo kite tahu yang perbuatan jahat kite ade org tahu,perhati and catat plak tuh...actually,kita semua dari kecik lagi dah diajar or dibagitahu oleh ustz ustaah kita pasal wujudnya buku catatan amal ni..tapi,makin lama bila dah kian dewasa ni,mcm dah lupa pulak yang setiap amal perbuatan kita ni ada "orang" catat..so,let's muhasabah balik diri kita and berusaha sedaya upaya untuk membrsihkan buku rekod amalan kita kat dunia ni..and memenuhkan buku 'Illiyyin kita..so thats kita xdelah cuak or afraid to read our own SIJJIN,insyaAllah...
".......sesungguhnya catatanorang yang derhaka benar-benar tersimpan dalam Sijjin.Dan tahukah engkau apakah itu Sijjin??Iaitu kitab yang terisi catatan amal (kejahatan)"
[Mutaffifin:7-9]
"......truly,the record of the wicked is Sijjin.And what will make you know what Sijjin is??A register inscribed"
[Mutaffifin:7-9]
"......sesungguhnya catatan orang yang berbakti benar-benar tersimpan dalam 'Illiyyin.Dan tahukah engkau apakah itu 'Illiyyin??Iaitu kitab yang terisi catatan amal(kebaikan)"
[Mutaffifin:18-20]
".......verily,the record of Al-Abrar(the righteous beleivers) is preserved in 'Illiyyin..And what will make you know what is 'Illiyyin is?A register inscribed"
[Mutaffifin:18-20]
::YUMAKO MATSUKI::
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